Well, you are in for a treat, a treat I say!
Working on my awkward smile, and now I have some crazy expressions.
See, I told you. Apparently I was just ecstatic to be taking these photos.
Actually, I was in a pretty good mood. I had an appointment with my weight loss doctor, and he was very supportive and inspiring. We talked about my yo-yo self-esteem. When I get in one of my funks, and start feeling like crap, that just causes me to feel like crap. I feel like crap because I feel like crap! Crazy, yes?
I’ve been able talk myself out these moods before, but lately it’s been a bit harder. So we decided my new mantra will be “I am powerful.” While we were talking, I was actually able to say that, and he said my face just lit up. It was a really good feeling. I also get the feeling that you might also be powerful. Enough about you, back to me.
The only thing that ever gets in my way, or discourages me, or sabotages me is myself. And that’s it, every single time. I need to get out of my own head, and I need to be more powerful than what I tell myself I am.
I can be different than I allow myself to be. I just have to do it. I am more than a size or weight or age or single belief. One of my favorite quotes is “It’s never too late to be what you might have been.” I have to believe that.