I actually don’t like the first picture so much, but it shows how cute the skirt is on this dress. Are you seeing how cute it is? And it’s actually just a bunch of cutie pie skulls. Sorry for the shadows, but shadows happen in life, yes?
I did something very new last night, and I wasn’t even going to write about it, but I feel like I should. I went to my very first Overeaters Anonymous meeting. I really didn’t know what to expect and had put off doing it for at least a year. I don’t know what finally pushed me to check it out, but I went.
I realized I write a about my body and exercising, but not so much about my eating. It’s very private to me actually, and I have a lot of issues with it. I also think other people judge me a lot based on my eating. True or not, that’s how I feel , and it can be unfair to others, but it also affects how I eat, and my thoughts about eating.
I have an unhealthy relationship with food. I’ve known it for a while, but haven’t addressed it. I am hoping that OA will help me with that. I think I am going to keep going to the meetings and will get a sponsor also. It’s hard to admit that I need it and that I’m going to these meetings, but I need to be honest on my blog. I write it for myself, but there’s a possibility that it might help someone else, so honesty is a necessity. Besides, it’s not called My Big Fat Lying Blog.
It was a small group, only 7 people. Men and women, various ages and sexual orientation. They were all so welcoming and supportive. I didn’t feel any pressure at all. And it wasn’t all depressing and morose either. They were very positive and honest.
Dress – Torrid / Boots – Craigslist / Necklace – SLOANE99 on Etsy
It’s all very new to me, I’ve only been to one meeting, but I’m hoping it will have a positive influence on me and my eating. And you will get to read all about the exciting adventures as I go from meeting to meeting! I know, you can hardly stand it right? Patience is a virtue my friends.